• 2007-08-14

    [杂文碎字]真是多事之秋 - [杂文碎字]

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        又有这么一天,让我感觉到了上帝的存在,否则何以解释这些完全不经意的事情中,埋藏着如此微妙却完满的逻辑?我回到省实,看见了那片球场和它的看台,我望见看台最高的那个地方,往事历历在目。

        今早却被告知了一个终点。我能说什么呢?必须承认有时候,我怀着一种莫名的期待望着我周围的生活,我希望他们努力演绎,演绎出超脱凡俗和悲哀的东西,因为我觉得那可以带来一种动力,因为我自己也想这么去演绎。

        当我写下这些的时候,有人或许在火车上兀自望着窗外。我听着窗外雷声轰轰,就想,不知道大雨有没有在那里浇下,在车窗上沟壑纵横地爬过,在一个疲惫而灰暗的眼瞳里映出光芒,像泪水一样。

        还记得那棵树吗?在我们完成最后一张试卷准备离开学校前,我们曾站在它的荫蔽下,雨点朦胧地打在脸上。今天我又看见了它,什么都没变,它站在那儿,镇静而安详。我想多少年后仍然会是这样的,像史铁生写的那样,你忧郁的时候它们镇静地站在那儿,你欣喜的时候它们依然镇静地站在那儿,它们没日没夜地站在那儿从你没有出生一直站到这个世界上又没了你的时候。

        你的火车驶向北方义无反顾,我总觉得你是该把生命交给永恒的人。而有一种永恒在身后,生命中的很多事便都可以释然。

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  • 哈,多愁善感,(小铁生^_^)
    回复John说:
    ...咒我残废!?哼……
    2007-08-17 16:43:05
  • i think i saw some of our(mainly your) high school classmates in my IELTS course ..but what are they taking that course for? ..anyway......

    ah, there's one thing i can tell u for sure, the population of chinese will-be oversea students is really really large! if only u can see how many people are there in my course.
    回复sue说:
    Ha...So I have no desire to join you...
    2007-08-17 16:42:39
  • who are u writing to?

    ...

    recently i rarely have the motivation to write anything...my life now seems all about preparing for IELTS and the constant arguement with my parents(which, to be honest, is stupid and driving me crazy )...oh and reading HarryPotter7, in addition.

    u saw the HP5's movie? but surely u didn't like it, did u? i m not very fond of the 5th book personaly.

    my chinese is much much worse than ever now. i cannot even figure out what's happening in ur article. seems like sth is bothering u...u went back to our middle school?...i pass by there everyday, cuz i m taking course near there. but..it's not that attractive to me now, dunno why.



    anyway, best wishes..........(actually i need ur wishes now, cuz i m extremly unlucky these days.)
    回复sue.y说:
    老实说,哈利对于我只是一种平常的消遣,所以闷一点刺激一点都差不多,就像看加勒比、变形金刚之类的,呵呵……怎么跟父母argue起来呢?出国的事不是立场相同吗?准备出国的人都这么过的,你准备个IELTS也是轻车驾熟吧,生活枯燥点,出去后就丰富了……
    现在中文就不行了?那出去后不彻底堕落?同志危险啊……你这样怎么对得起提携你长大的那些文学偶像们……
    呵呵,现在unlucky一下不会死人的,正好磨练一下耐性……当然best wishes也是会给你的,事实上从杭州带了个小东西,开学后看有没有机会给你……

    I write to sb you know, but it's nothing much, just concentrate on yourself.
    2007-08-15 16:29:56